So today I have posted 2 drafts for my blog that I had written months ago, I thought “fuck it, I’m here to be real so there is no use not posting things”
My life is a literal mess right now. In the last few weeks I have failed at work, I am no longer working there, I have my grandfather (the one I live with and care for) in hospital having multiple strokes, my I’ve spent 12 hours+ travelling on trains to Bathurst jail to see my partner, we still don’t know when he is coming home, I’ve been so lazy, my bunny’s died (I’ve now got 2 new ones) it’s actually been non-fucking-stop. And as I’ve spoken about before in another post, this is what I mean, when it never ends there is always something going on to fuck my shit up, i 100% think sometimes the universe is against me and doing good and being happy, no matter what something manages to fuck my shit up. On top of that I haven’t heard from my partner since lunch time yesterday and I’m starting to get worried, not that anything has happened to him it is just very unusual to not hear from him for this long it’s quite frustrating not being able to be the one to contact them.
Anyway, on a side note: I have to clean my house which feels like no matter how much I clean it just never goes away, then go to the hospital, have someone come and move our car off of the road, clean some more and my daughter is off school vomiting her guts up. Love it. Never! Fucking! Ends!
On the plus side I’m going on my first cruise over Xmas time with my family and I’ve never felt more excited to be honest to get away on a holiday with my daughter and have a break from all of this crap, but I can garuntee something fucks it up and I don’t get to go haha. One of those days, or years.. or life times for me hahaha.